miss you mum xx life is still so hard without out and will never be the same... it’s funny how you can have so many people around you that love and support you and yet feel so lonely.. nothing will ever replace that empty feeling i have every day... you are the first thing i think of when i wake and you are the last thing on my mind when i go to sleep.. i desperately try to dream about you every night as when i do i feel close to you .. then i wake up and that feeling of loss... emptiness... despair washes over me again... you were my rock and feel lost without you xxx miss you mum and love you so much it hurts xxx beautiful angel 👼 muma xxx counting the days till i see you again.. every day is a day closer to you xxxxx💔